My All...

August 14, the day of mfh's commencement at us @ png. kids and me gave him 2 neck ties as present. woke up really early becoz need to be there early AND need to avoid jam @ bridge. when we got there he began to put everything together, the formal shoes, the tie, the robe, the hood and the hunter's hat. it didn't dawn on me how solemn this was. i was taken aback and tears were at the brim my eyes all the way. whenever i thought of him that day i wanted to cry. i didn't go into the hall, my in-laws did. me and kid#1 waited outside from 830 to 12 noon!

at 12 he came out and saw in-laws first. i was at the flower booth getting him purple roses and kinda instructed the guy how the bouquet should look like. the feeling was overwhelming to see him in the getup, with the us @ png folder and all smiles. writing this makes me tear...remembering it all....

it makes me think of how much i want that too. this is why i'm where i am now, searching and searching for things that i have no idea about. this is why i am going through this journey of going to a place that depresses me. this is the reason...for this i thank mfh for the inspiration!