Changes ahead...

Helper went back home saturday. All went to send her off at lcct. she was already sad the day before, caught her crying several times. i was surprisingly cold. her checking in process was HELL. her bag was too heavy, had to remove some stuff to another bag. bought a new bag to stuff the excess, then her cousin came at the last minute having more stuff to bring home and she had to check two more bags in. her flight ticket was rm 400+ and with the amount she + us had to pay for the luggage (rm800) it totals up to rm1200.

bak was annoyed with the fact that these people brings home too much stuff and end up paying more than they should. and the sad thing is where they're going ada gak barang2 tuh. tak pe mentality yang tak berapa betul ni susah nak diperbetulkan. i was totally indifferent about her bags issue, as it was her problem totally, pandai2 la jawab nanti, berat ke tak boleh masuk cabin ke whatever. right after checking in, it was already time for her to board (actually dah lambat pun). so in haste she ran in to the boarding hall, no salam, no hug, not a single tear. come to think of it, she didn't even look at us! it's actually a good thing, want to skip all those, for the good of kids. lega rasanye makcik tu dah balik! but reality has yet kicked in..:)

spent the weekend at usj. jln2 at gardens and had haircut. and for the first time in several years, we had 1st day sahur at usj. started journey home around noon, by 500 were already home. straight away did the laundry, lipat baju, mfh began moving stuff into helper's room. now there's space in the kitchen and the "dining". i keep telling myself "i can do this!" it's way better than having to put up with muka masam and jerit2 at the kids.

a new month, am hoping to do more than i have the first month, maybe boleh try compete with the guy who reads 12 hours a day, ha ha who knows!

p.s. fadz, sorry tak buat paragraph..my bad