life is about trials and errors. we think we have made the right decision, but some times (well, most of times, for me) things just don't go the way we wanted. so what's next?? move on lah! try something else pulak :).
this journey i'm on has thus far made me think (nampak sgt jarang berfikir). recently, some friends have shared with me their recent experiences, which include marital conflicts and cancer. listening to them, makes me insaf and think about the things that i have but have not appreciated, things that i take for granted, things that i've taken lightly, things i did not see before. asyik pandai complain complain and complain, tak habis habis. subhanallah..maybe He's holding back stuff from me...maybe. so kena mintak, mintak and mintak. k.hasni told me that He likes things in odd numbers, so if mintak, mintalah in 3, 5, 7 etc times. there are so many things i need to re-think, re-do, re-ask, re-view apa apa re-lagilah.
as azimah puts it, "if hati dah lembut, it's ready untuk di-proses, insya allah, yanti". dah lembut? dah ready? there are things that make more sense (it can even make me tear up) to me now, the smallest things expecially. what's happening to me...to You i give myself!
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